bad day good day

OMG .. blogger with new view makes me really confused. ckck. anyways.... I had a bad day. I 've got 40 on chemistry. It's the worst day ever! know what? I even had thought about cheating! gosh, thx God I didn't do that! need some rest, and I did it yerterday. Amplaz makes me really refresh. went there with my besties. We did so much fun! ate pasta or rice, playing and buying things...... but after that I lose a lot of penny... haha. told my mom that I need to cut my hair. and she told me to do some creambath things too. they will give me some extra cost to do some hair treatment.. nice nice! ~need to focus on citizen exam. I wouldn't miss this one! FIGHTINGIA!

nbl effect

that's all because this free ticket.. you know that I've never ever liked to watch basketball match. and *demiapa* I accidentally love to watch NBL ... this event make me fall over heels for a lot of basketball player.. OMG! they so cool. I even say to my brother to take basketball as his favorite sport but, I failed :P ...

nice and my room mate take her pict with one of them! kelly purwanto (ever heard about him?) his so cool! OMG again!

I might have a mind to go to Indonesian Idol audition next session. I bet I would never ever regret that like now..

"Dreams gonna work" I believe that!

believe me? it's me! hahahah

I'm back!!

I'm back guys... hahaha long time no see right! ya ya ya it's a worst holiday with a chemical test~ gosh.. I hate this time! udah 1 hari belajar tapi ga ada yang masuk. ada sih tapi ya.... just a little bit. unyu banget ga? harus ngafal deret volta dkk. is it important? what is its influence for my job? gosh..... ya ya ya.. belajar emang penuh dengan realita kalo itu ga berhubungan sama apa yang bakal kita kerjain waktu udah lulus nanti. tau2 udah belajar susah2 gini cuma jadi ibu rumah tangga. atau cuma jadi guru musik. atau lebih parahnya jadi wirausaha. we don't know anything about our future right? so all we can do now just pray and do the best! ayo semangat belajar!!

a new hope has arrived!

yes! is all about my new bike! thanks God bonyok udah setuju sesetuju setujunya beli sepeda. ini baru namanya new hope! hahaha.. udah beberapa kali ke jalan raya sih okeh2 aja, tapi masih takut kalo turunan. dan tiap minggu sekarang ke ugm buat latian... what a good weekend!

I believe everything is gonna be alright! and another good thing is : I've decided to move on! Udah lupa sama semuanya dan mudah mudahan aja bisa bener-bener lupa. There's a lot around here gi! haha... MOVE ON!

stece was born to win!

sumpah keren banget! semalem meskipun pergi dengan kaki babakbelur tapi ga nyesel deh!! I'm proud to be stece girl.. walau ga jadi supporter tapi nonton aja udah cukup. keren banget! dan akhirnya kita menang lagi. keren banget yaa! mana dancenya sumpah ga da cela! stece was born to win!

kembali terjatuh

ini adalah hasil dari naik sepeda di turunan.. hahaha.. tetap semangat naik sepeda!

a lot of preassure

I'm back after my holiday.. It's jogja again with all the problems inside it. rasanya pengen banget ga balik lagi tapi itu gak mungkin. Still doin' 1 and a half years here. I would do my best. nilai mulai meningkat *it's a good thing* dan akuu pikir aku gak terlalu setres seperti awal2 kemaren. and I just realized that it's just 1 term more and then we will be a twelveth grade students.. o come on, it's too fast than I thought before. ayo kita berjuang buat tahun ini dan tahun depan!! ciayo guys!!

say no to junk food

this is the end

liburrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! what a beautiful day! upps! masalahnya nilai gue itu sekarang super duper jelek!! mampus gue kalo ketauan bokap.. gue yang biasanya bawa nilai dengan bangga kali ini bakal nangis mati2an dapan bokap.. bisa gaswa gue!! apa kata bonyok.. bisa dipulangin dari sini gue *justru bagus sih sebenernya*

tapi kan gue di sini harusnya ngbanggain? gimana sih gi??? sebenernya ya bener kata bokap: jurusan musik sama desain itu gak terlalu penting nilai fisika atau kimia ya..

tapi kan tetep aja.. gengsi? lumayan.. tapi yang lebih penting itu adalah malu.. malu banget lah kalo sampe gue dapet rank terbawah di kelas.. what the hell will i say?? shit!

keep fightingia!! holiday!!

is this called envy???

jadi gini ya rasanya terpuruk bgt? bisa bayangin gue ngerasa bego banget n minta nambah les sementara bokap dgn seenaknya ngomong gini: "papa pikir kamu udah banyak les tapi kenapa prestasinya gak naik2?" gue tau gue emang udah mentok! sekarang mau apa lagi coba? udah cukup deh gue kena marah terus gara2 nilai. ya gue mau naikin nilai dgn les pelajaran n malah ga boleh.. ya udah gue makin nyente minta les musik.. ya tambah ga blh laa..

apalagi nyokab itu lagi proses kelaur dari kerjaannya.. ya kinda economic crisis here.. tapi kan tetep aja gue selama ini ngerasa apa yang gue keluarin ga parah2 banget kok.. beli baju? ya pernah sih, tapi ga tiap bulan sih! beli sepatu? never! terus maunya gue apa? naik kaki ke sekolah tiap hari? ga pernah makan di luar? sabtu sepi n galau sendirian? gue jadi males pulang nih!! gue ngerti sih bokap bilang kita harus hemat buat nabung gue masuk kuliah.. tapi ya gak gini sih.. ini LEBAY!

tapi nyokab nenangin dengan bilang kalo dia mau ngelesin n wirausaha gitu.. ya bagus deh.. block dad's opinion mom!! he won't ever be able to understand me!! and about my study? it's decided.. UNJ musik!! yeah.. hope this will be success!!