new years eve

this is the last day of 2013. this year I've suffered from a lot of problems. banyak penyesalan yang timbul cuma gara2 salah mengambil keputusan tahun ini. kenapa gue harus masuk pgsd? kenapa gue harus sakit waktu UN? I know we can't rewind the time, so I don't have to regret it anymore.
tahun depan gue akan coba buat gak nyesel lagi masuk jurusan yang bikin gue gila ini. tahun 2014 bakal jadi tahun kebangkitan gue! gue akan berusaha sebaik mungkin biar gue cepet lulus.
the thing is gue sangat kecewa tahun ini banyak resolusi yang gak tercapai. jadi tahun depan gue ga mau punya resolusi. jadi mulai besok gue akan jalanin hidup tanpa beban. I have targets but no resolution. gak ada yang mesti gue capai tahun ini. so now, I welcoming a very wonderful year 2014!
goodbye 2013! too much memories I've learned from you... 2014, please be good! I want to learn more from you... let's meet tomorrow!

Happy new year everyone!

do you want to build a snowman?

this phrase is a piece of Frozen's song lyrics. I would like to say that I almost cry because of this song. This song is about Anna who really want to go out with her sister, Elsa. Elsa locked herself in her room because she doesn't want to hurt Anna. Elsa has a power who can freeze anything she touch. she made her sister hurt once, so she doesn't want to hurt her anymore.
the phrase "Do you want to build a snowman" is represented a loneliness. Anna really want to play with Elsa, build a snowman and talk together like they used to be.

In my life, this phrase made me cry because I think I felt the same loneliness. I really miss my friends. I want to go out with them. but at the moment they already have their own thing to do. I miss all the time that we've spent together. this new life is sucks! I really want to rewind the time and find myself back with all my besties. guys, "do you want to build a snowman?"

don't stay in my way

yeah, I dont want something or somebody stand in the way I walked in. I've fell into this wrong way and I just want to walk through it as fast as I can. I want to be graduated as soon as possible! I don't want anything disturb me. anything, any kind of thing.. I just want to say that I'm, trying to be nice for everyone. I just don't want they think I am arrogant or something. that's all. I just want to be remembered as a good person. and I don't even want someone fall for it. I mean, I just want to make friends. (wow, I mean not really friends but something that cool enough just to know each other's name)
so, I'm telling you to get lost! just... go, I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want the fastest way to get over this thing and then chase my own dream.. I just want to let it go. I can't hold it back. it's been a long time since I could talk the way I wanted to. I've been always be a good girl, I mean for anyone. and now, I won't let anything stand in my way. fight for your own dream gi!!!

frozen !

maybe after this post you will think I'm childish, but this is me.. I like being childish. haha.
you know I love cartoons and yesterday I watched Disney's newest animation movie. It is FROZEN! I'm so excited because I know the story will be different from another Disney's stories...
And the best thing about this movie is the soundtrack. a lot of glee cast sang for this movie and Kristen Bell too!

you know, animated movies not always made for children. nah, I think this movie not only made for children but for adult too. this movie is about love stuff and sisterhood. with a perfect soundtrack this movie almost made me cry a couple of time.