23 July 2013

Big Apple bites

so this is me, sitting in the sofa and thinking about tomorrow. worried. and really want to go there. hmmmmm
i'm affraid. I don't know why but I just don't want to make my parent sad... I want to make them proud
so, I'll go to jogja and study as hard as I could
as this apple fulls me, I hope I could make my parents satisfied

17 July 2013

when I decided to change my memories

ini sebenernya bermula dari tweet. one of my friend say that she remember something every time she come into a place. gue sih langsung nyeletuk aja tanpa basa basi. tapi yang dia lakukan itu malah lebih frontal. I don't know why but I felt curious. and as that happened I know that someone has removed me as a friend.
just think about this thing:
if something doesn't hurt you or disturb you that much, you won't remove or unfollow someone right? and this is happened to me. so my question is what happened? am I too disturbing to be even a friend in a social media?

at the and of the day, I just think about something that I won't recall that time when I met everyone there. just pretend that I don't even know them. I hope I won't disturb anyone again so other people won't remove me like this.

16 July 2013

new life (?)

hari ini gue sendirian di rumah. dan tiba2 gue jadi keinget asrama... asrama yang selalu tenang dan damai. hehe I really miss my life in my dorm. awalnya emang gue homesick terus tapi lama2.. great things happened a lot. gue dapet kakak kelas dan temen2 yang bisa ngubah hidup gue seketika.
sedih banget ya ternyata harus pindah dari asrama. rasanya tuh ada yang beda aja. apalagi banyak banget temen2ku yang kuliahnya ga di jogja.... padahal gue berharap banget bisa bareng mereka lagi.. tapi ya, at least they got what they really want.
sekarang gue cuma lagi mikir kalo itu berarti di jogja gue bakal memulai hidup baru (ceileeh).. di tempat kost baru, tempat kuliah yang asing, temen2 baru.. apalagi dari stece yng masuk pgsd sejauh pengamatan gue cuma gue doang!!! bayangin... betapa merananya. tapi ga papa. we'll see, what will happen in my new life :)